Deciphering One S from another.

Pee Jay - my beloved, roundabout filled home for most of my life. It's great, you get the bestest bubble/nata tea, the number of people at the mamaks are big enough to rival most attendees at a football game (or a chinese wedding dinner), it's location is so central that you can shoot off to kl or subang and reach either in the same amount of time.

BUT FOR HEAVENS SAKES BE WARNED - pj roads are despicable. im not even saying that the road maintenance is deplorable, im talking about the road signs! ss lah, then got s lah (section), then got pju, then got pjs, right anot?i mean, what the hell?

overseas, and i dont mean to compare to hail the white people, its just why do we have to make our roads so statistical sounding? they've got road names like Mulberry Street...we've got Jalan 17/13. And you can't say it's becos it's easier to write or remember cos check the next one out - the've got The Great Ocean Road, we've got Jalan Opu Daeng Merewah Satu 9/2A - alphabets AND numbers.hwaliao,brilliant.

so i stumbled across this site that explained it more clearly - S or Section are road names in the East of Pj, SS stands for Subang-Sungei Way meant for West pj, PJU stands for PJ North, and PJS is PJ South...so even if i should get lost, i'd at least know if were in the east or west..or in kajang.

ENOUGH PROMO GIRLS ALREADY, THANKS.

Its 2.30 and I cant sleep. I want to write. Its been awhile since ive had such an urge so forgive me if this comes out imperfect. I don’t wanna write about anything particularly sad, or particularly exciting.i just wanna write about the word precious. The word precious has been preoccupying my mind.which is funny because a hell of a lot of other more pressing stuff has been in my mind too but this word just popped. I realized my dog is precious. Not in the frou-frou kinda way that most people who cant stop going on about their dog do but in the pleasant,unexpected kinda way, like I just realized how great she is despite the aggravation she causes sometimes. How she has managed to crawl into my heart and make a space for herself there. My mom’s cooking is another cool thing that’s precious. She doesn’t know I think this because I don’t think ive ever told her.and without being too melodramatic I think about how someday that might end. That sucks.


They say that life is a series of never ending opportunities to f – up. If I ever knew who ‘they’ were, I’d buy ‘em a drink and shake their hand.

What is it about mystery that moves us anyway?

It shits me that as we grow older, we stop making connections; we form assumptions, and that dreaded word – a network.

Attraction is not a choice – that one’s been drummin in my head for quite awhile now. And thank you, to all of you who get it. You mean the world to me. Thank you for letting me be me and still loving me anyway. I love you too. And im not ashamed to say it, albeit slightly embarrassingly. Thank you for the smses that you don’t realize made my day, thank you for calling ‘ just to chat’, for taking the time to leave little comments;thank you eternally for molding me and forming part of this tapestry I call my life.

I am older this year, but I am not afraid…..no, fuck that. I am a little afraid. But I’m not terrified. I’ve got you lot, dont i?

Nites.

THE LIST.

I was born an aquarian. This month just so happens to be february. so, if you think about it, you'll know why today's topic is why it is...

no, it is most definitely NOT in my nature to expect anything nor taint my personality with such materialism but i figure, eh, if you're gonna take the time and you suddenly have the urge to buy a little somethin' somethin'...well..then who am i to argue with that?*blink*blink* might as well get the right thing right??*grin*

so..

(this feels strangely thick-skinned...)

50 BUCKS AND BELOW.

1.cash. (i have no qualms or pantang-ness)

2. starbucks.

3. topshop/la senza t-strings.

4. fruits (i got a blender for christmas..i need stuff to put IN it)

5. bubble tea.

6. bubble gum

7. how much are water guns these days? y'know, the pump ones??hmmm..


100 BUCKS - 200 BUCKS

1. CASH (really one lah..stick a card on it or something..)

2. calvin klein truth - alternatively, anything that smells nice.

3. make up...voucher.

4. entire celup dvd collection of 'heroes' series (season 1)

5. a skate scooter.


ABOVE AND BEYOND. ((ok, this is like for people who reeeeeeallllyyy love me..doubt there are any who read this, but if dont try then quite silly right?mua hahahaha..)

mont blanc. manolos,choos,laboutins; it doesnt matter,they're all briliant. t&c. 2nd poodle. egyptian cotton sheets (i've been told they're heavenly), b&o earphones. and most importantly, many many hugs..

what do you do?

do you sit and wait for proof? or do you cut your losses,head for the hills, fast as you can?

do you keep up the pretence? or do you confront?

do you keep silent? or do you lose it?

do you convince yourself that you're relieved? or do you feel like the tears just wont stop flowing?

what would you do?