Clarity..

you try to figure it out for such a long time, you question, you wonder, you're mystified......and then, like the matrix... it hits you,the smog clears...and you get it.

and it is so much better than you have ever ever imagined. but at the same time, it fucks with your mind because now, you have a choice to make.before anyone's feelings gets compromised. before you get compromised.

and you wonder if its actually reality you're facing or if its just a way to deal with not dealing with reality.

life just always has a way off throwing you off-balance sometimes, huh?*grin*