Laggard..

i have tried lah..like the Sarah Mclachlan song "tho ive tried, fallen, i have sunk so low..." but to no avail!!!what is this terrible yet magnetic pull to friendster?to blogging??my goodness....it makes me almost kinda miss being tech/net un-savvy because i NEVER had these problems back then..geez..i mean, i actually got excited about the fact that the new i-mac g5 is coming to our shores..i have more two point plugs/wires/extensions than i know what to do with and yet i'm keeping em..oh god whyyyyyyy?even shopping has lost its appeal..(my girl friends are disowning me as i speak..)..oh dear, is this new knowledge making me less shallow?i mean, whats next? enjoying conversations on how to build a computer and NOT being able to name the next r&b tune on the radio??help..

having a social life is different..slightly tiring in fact..by the way, a social life should not be misconstrued as having good friends whom one is able to chat with..very different..a social life happens when you least expect it..first you think,its just one party lah..whats the harm?so you go..oblivious to the fact that youre gonna meet new people who are going to have and who are nice enough to invite you to birthdays, promotions, weddings, engagements, brother's circumcision, you get the gist..five months later you realise you're out every weekend, telling different people the same line (i dont drink, no, really, i dont..) and that line will also be pretty much the extent of the conversation lah most of the time..and the worst part is?you dont know how NOT to go out anymore..sighhhhhhhh...really one..first came back from aussieland?totally satisfied with sitting at home watching sex and the city reruns you know?did it for a year actually....i'm not complaining about having a socail life tho, on the contrary, i respect and love the people who actually want to spend time with a recovering smoke-aholic dungufart!(thank you dearest dumplings..wahliao this one like academy award speech like that)...its just that i miss having friends over,you know?(living with parents dont allow for that so much.)by the way, because of you wonderful people i now have 6 smses in my phone with the same malay word in it..RANTAU!*grin from ear to ear*

played pool on friday..it's been a long time..it was GOOOOOD...went to a party last night thrown by the ever-charming tyler ng..it was also GOOODD..:P..tonight will be supporting a dear friend's brother who's gonig to be the next hitz.tv vj!!!we're going to give moral support lah..so please vote for andy..just type UVJANDY and send to 32888 because he's a good kid and also we should start supporting our malaysian talents lah..bands..support...drama..support..singing..support..(even if you have to wear earplugs..because how else will we improve?how will other countries respect us if we dont get it together ourselves?)fuck racism, support humanitism.


ooh janet's on with "thats the way love goes". that tune is sex..

in my brain:
- wisdom evades even the smartest people

- my back hurts

- cigarettes are evil..yeah, i gotta work on that one..

- people who die can now be turned into diamonds..really, read it the other day.

- my mother, person who carried me for 9 agonizing months, Director of her own agency, first graduate in her family, best friend, strongest,most beautiful, best dressed woman i know...is taking 2 hours to write an email.so cute lah i tell you (this is what happens when people have secretaries and choose to be net-illiterate) ((she threatens me with disownment if i dare tell anyone...sorry mommy, i need material to entertain my very bored friends...at least i didnt post the picture up!love you love you:P))

- Fire-flies.Kuala Selangor. want.to.go.

pictures on ty's party will be posted soon. i think ive got a fever.brain feels scattered. see, this is what happens when one acts younger than they are..sighhhhhh..