Crossroads..

cant sleep..been swamped with work lately and tonight its just been this one thought..pounding pounding...choices..

we make em every day..you choose, i choose, i believe even ewan mcgregor said something about choices in a li'l movie called trainspotting didnt he?..heterosexuality, homosexuality, abortion, death, virginity, divorce, marriage, knowledge,success..to some it might seem controversial, to some just words and others might not even care..to me..they are personal..they are personal because i have either recently or not-so-recently met these people, pondered these topics as might have you..whether in depth or just in passing..

i have friends who have chosen either just one or more of the above and i never thought about it much before because naturally being human makes one a little more self involved than one would like to think one is....but thinking about it makes me realise how much respect and love i have for these people..for making that choice. whatever choice it may be. to my dear friends who arent out of the closet, who hasn't done "it", who gave up a part of you, thank you for helping me understand, for fucking killing my stereotypes, for allowing me to see your courage, for making me see this whole new world..for putting up with the dirty looks and assumptions and shallowness of this sometimes cold, cold world we live in..thank you for being true, for teaching me to be true (you know who you are). Once again i wonder why people are measured by the amount of money they have and not by the kind of person they are/can be. it's funny though isnt it?no matter how different we are, love is always there. it is. i believe it. so i guess, when i come to my crossroads, thats my path.my choice. (laugh and ridicule if you will but its 3.15 in the morning and this is all i got!)

g'nite people..choose well..